Exhausted and depressed, I have collapsed finally
My body wont listen to my instructions. I can barely move my head or swallow the water. I know it's a signal
The signal that I have to relieve my emotions and let it out
Tons of fds and my mother called to comfort me
I can still feel the love around
Guess it is another lesson, although it is painful
I ain’t going to give up myself and make u guys worry no matter what
(and yes my partner, thanks for taking care all deals and picking all sh*t for me, truly appreciated)
I believe I will become stronger after all