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Another outbreak of infection since SARS: the spread of swine flu started a panic among a few countries
The papers claimed 168 people died in Mexico and one in the U.S; some Governments warn their people avoid travelling to these places
It just reminds me all the pains: the days when we suffered from SARS , 299 people were taken and how we were abandoned by the whole world

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger
I believe we have learnt to deal properly with threatens
Today, there are no storms that we cannot weather

again... Until the last moment

I always feel calm listening to this....


抉擇 (1/2)

昨晚我出席了好友的結婚宴會
新娘子是我的中學同學
這4月婚禮其實是一個意外
詳情我不多說了

只記得不久前我們還在爭論愛情和麵包的問題
她和男友(即現任丈夫)走了幾年了
那男生對她很好,但沒有念太多書
不是甚麼"年青才俊",將來也不見得會有多大轉變
有時她也懷疑,這到底是否她的"Mr Right"

感情發展到了某個階段總會遇到"樽頸"位
約去年中時她和男友屢有爭執,關係變得很淡
大家都以為到了分手的時候了
剛巧同一時間有個當律師的男生熱烈地追求她
當時,身邊的朋友、家人都勸她為自身打算
捨愛情而選麵包
小女生十分煩惱
和男友到底有幾年感情了,一時沒法作出抉擇
而我,當時又給她怎樣的建議呢?

我不否認,我也是勸她選擇麵包的其中一人

exhausted...


最近上班總是渾渾噩噩的
身體疲累,精神也很難集中
不管做甚麼事也提不起勁來
如果這一切只是因為工作忙碌的話
我是不會有怨言的
可是心底裡知道
最使人疲惓的不是事,而是人

為甚麼一家規模不大的公司會有那麼多鬥爭?
為甚麼大家不可以各管各的,可非一定要把旁邊的人拉下來?
生活已經使人那麼疲累了
難道總非得要把其他人都弄死了方能罷休嗎?
目睹這樣的狀況,日復一日,我真的很累了
原本一直維持高度警惕的我
也懈怠下來
並因此做了不該做的事,說了不該說的話
然而現在後悔也是太遲了

I miss the time that I did not have to think over before I talk
I wish I could return to my folks one day

Amazing "acting"

Susan Boyle, another "legend" since William Hung
People are highly impressed by her singing on "Britains Got Talent"
She is the one now

It makes me sick that people were so "moved" by her performance
Well, I aint' being jealous or disdain
Before we "applaud" the singer, lets go back to the beginning of the video
and have a look with the expression of those audience
Yea its obvious that she disgusted them, however,
it looks like they were to shed tears after she started singing.... WHAT A BIG VARIATION

What I can see from them is only humanity: Ingratiation and affectation

Things I'll never say to.....


Things Ill Never Say - Avril Lavigne

6am, Apr 5, 2009


So peaceful and quiet.... 
(thanks guy, I've never been to church that EARLY before)

Please leave me alone

我對工作向來不算熱忱, 但總算是負責任
不會叫別人"執手尾"
也會盡量幫助其他同事

但, 我真的覺得很累了
周遭的人
剛開始請你幫忙的時候, 總是滿有禮貌, 笑意盈盈的
然後, 當他們已習慣了你的"服務"
就會 take it for granted, 變得 aggressive 和想你兼顧更多與你無關的事
他們大概忘了,我也有自己的工作
我在公司裡的價值不是為了"侍候"他們

夠了吧? 我再也不想承受別人所犯的錯誤了
我總是為別人著想
但今天誰又來體諒我呢?
就讓大家當普通的同事吧
過去親近的日子
我會永遠留在心中

Why celebrate?


LO: Who were you to celebrate your anniversary with?

Well, I did not mean to make it a "mystery"
In fact noone was to celebrate with me
Its just I'm happy to make a dear friend and it has already been two years
Perhaps to him it is not worth mentioning (I doubt whether he remembers that, too)
I still want to say thank you for
your support and all the good moments that u brought to me :)

陳奕迅 - 想聽

Time flies



Departures (2008)


It is such a beautiful movie about life and death
A lot of movies have been talking about the same topic 
however, many of them were too sensational
This one is expectedly plain and natural (yes, death is natural for always)

In the movie, there are descriptions about how Japanese prepare the last journey for their beloved

The whole thing can be disgusting. I have never imagined that funeral can take place at home, and the corpse is just right there in front of you
However, there is no fear in between
there is only reverence that people trying to make peace with the finality of their love

As it says, "Death is just a gate for another world"; care that we show is the gift of last memories

Something in the mind


不知怎地,最近變得有點多愁善感
日誌打了一篇又一篇
還是覺得有很多事情壓在心裡面未能釋放出來
可能是看到太多讓人難過的事吧

就像今天一樣
其實任何一位同事生日,我們也會興高采烈地為他慶祝
為甚麼今天就故意冷淡自己的上司?
還有那個生日蛋糕
if she did buy it for herself, it was just very deplorable

事實上她在某方面真的做得不好,
也未有得到大家的歡心
可是我們有必要讓一個人那麼難堪嗎?
我覺得 What goes around, comes around
做人處事總要留個餘地
因為,也許他朝君體也相同